Christmas in the air

          I absolutely love the smell of Christmas if it had a perfect scent it would be...dark chocolate with peppermint and Pine mixed with cranberry cinnamon. Well that is how I would want my house to smell. As it is, it usually smells like a stinky diaper and left over dinner, dirty dishes. And of course anybody who knows me knows that I forget to switch the wash so, yucky clothes that need washing again.Nothing about this sounds pretty I know so its not really related to something pretty,, which is why I'm writing this. 
      I wish so badly that I could just keep it together enough to have at least one room smell and or look pretty. But I'm not sure why I can't? I only work 70+ hours a week beautifying the world. And when I'm done I try to make some sorta food that might be nutritious. Then my 4 boys (including my husband)  need at least something clean to wear the next day. So I try to help them with that and bathe them. Then its already time for bed..which actually should be 7pm if I could get away with that.
   Ok so I guess what I am saying is, in all the beauty of the season  I get lost in the fact that my 3 bedroom bungalow has very little Christmas smell or appearance. Which by the way I am totally jealous of those of you who have the lovely smell-icious decorated to the nines homes.You still work ect, ect, I am so just not made out of the same thing as all you wonder woman. But why?? why???
  I have wondered this for about 5 years now and my only conclusion is... I get distracted very easily and start one thing which leads into another, its very annoying. So I really need some help understanding this chaos in my life. How do I become wonder woman?? How do I become wonder mom? And can it be possible for my Home to smell and look like Christmas during the season and stay looking lovely for much longer..like forever!!!!
   Wishing and hoping doesn't get me any where.. so I will pray for guidance in this quest to have my HOME feel and look PRETTY. 

 xoxoxo Jaz